It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...
We've been listening to Christmas music since mid October...and now it is finally December and I don't feel very Christmasy. Hopefully once I can really focus on christmas stuff it will feel more like it.
Also, I want us to go to the dumb drive through and see the Christmas lights thing that is near my work. Thomas said he wanted to go, and Caitlin will come too because she loves me. (haha <3)
That will help I think.
Oh man...and once I get to Florida...to home. Being in Disney World will be so beautiful and great. I am so excited. I need my family.
I am sad though because I am so broke. I want to be able to get my family and friends nice christmas presents this year. I love doing it so much...but I just don't think it will happen and it makes me SAD. *sigh* Who knows...maybe I'll figure something out.
Lord knows this holiday will be much better than last year. Last Christmas was terrible. Not so much the holiday itself...but my frame of mind a year ago. What a mess...I am really thankful that this year will already be so much better. I am happy...and that is enough. <3
Also, I want us to go to the dumb drive through and see the Christmas lights thing that is near my work. Thomas said he wanted to go, and Caitlin will come too because she loves me. (haha <3)
That will help I think.
Oh man...and once I get to Florida...to home. Being in Disney World will be so beautiful and great. I am so excited. I need my family.
I am sad though because I am so broke. I want to be able to get my family and friends nice christmas presents this year. I love doing it so much...but I just don't think it will happen and it makes me SAD. *sigh* Who knows...maybe I'll figure something out.
Lord knows this holiday will be much better than last year. Last Christmas was terrible. Not so much the holiday itself...but my frame of mind a year ago. What a mess...I am really thankful that this year will already be so much better. I am happy...and that is enough. <3