I need inspiration
So...the past few days have been good.
Rent on Wednesday was good. It was weird to me though...obviously I felt really disconnected. I missed feeling it around me and being a part of it. But I am glad I got to see it. I cried like a little baby. It was ridiculous. It just really got to me. Like that is a big surprise. What really got me was at the end they had a picture of Jonathan Larson. And that just touched me. And I know it may be silly, but he is important to me. It is important to me.
Going to the beach with Caitlin on that night was amazing. We had the best time driving down there, listening to the playlist I made for us. Our MERMAID playlist. And then being at the beach...it was just what we needed.
It was so windy, and so cold. But it kind of added to being there. We walked on the beach of course. It was so hard not to just jump in. It was freezing outside, but the water was so warm. And the Caitlin (sea foam) all over the sand was so funny. (aka the alien whale sperm...gross)
I really was just so happy to be there. And to wake up and look out the window and see the ocean...no matter how windy and rainy it was. It just didn't matter.
It was just so great being there.
We're going back tonight and tomorrow. That makes me so terribly happy. It just makes my soul feel better.
I can't wait to be there.
Rent on Wednesday was good. It was weird to me though...obviously I felt really disconnected. I missed feeling it around me and being a part of it. But I am glad I got to see it. I cried like a little baby. It was ridiculous. It just really got to me. Like that is a big surprise. What really got me was at the end they had a picture of Jonathan Larson. And that just touched me. And I know it may be silly, but he is important to me. It is important to me.
Going to the beach with Caitlin on that night was amazing. We had the best time driving down there, listening to the playlist I made for us. Our MERMAID playlist. And then being at the beach...it was just what we needed.
It was so windy, and so cold. But it kind of added to being there. We walked on the beach of course. It was so hard not to just jump in. It was freezing outside, but the water was so warm. And the Caitlin (sea foam) all over the sand was so funny. (aka the alien whale sperm...gross)
I really was just so happy to be there. And to wake up and look out the window and see the ocean...no matter how windy and rainy it was. It just didn't matter.
It was just so great being there.
We're going back tonight and tomorrow. That makes me so terribly happy. It just makes my soul feel better.
I can't wait to be there.