more poison sucking.
i'm really working on making every aspect of my life better. i can't stand looking around and seeing unfinished tasks and dusty corners. i like to feel like i'm being productive or at least have a purpose with what i'm doing. it's weird how i keep thinking about this guy from upstate new york, whom i've never met (but will meet in august). it's weird how one late night conversation, with someone unknown to you, over the internet, can so affect how you think for the next week. i love those late night chats. they are so stunning. on the other hand...i find it funny how people here seem so different and unchallenging all of a sudden. like i've already had every discussion and sucked every bit of life out of this area. it's so time to move away and start a new place, a new era. god i need to leave. this is all over. done with. finisimo. nada mas. no me gusta vivir aqui. yo quiro adventura y una vida nueva. ninguna conversacion mas amarga. ningunas palabras mas enojadas. no mas nada interesante. *sigh*