:sighs: :/
I am just feeling really really nervous right now. I have my mammagram done Tomorrow (Tuesday) mid morning. I'm just its natural for me to be so uptight and nervous about this all. And then of course why now is what i am asking myself. I've just tried not to think about all this as to save myself the stress of the not needed stress when I know nothing "for sure".
There is part of me that wishes to know something ASAP and then there's the other half that is scared to death to know anything at all. I went already ,without knowing anything specific, gone through the disbelief stage, to the cry-baby emotional stage....i have yet to reach the rage stage and I am hoping that, that's going to be a stage that I will have little to no use for.
God! I am really scared about this appointment tomorrow.
And in all disbelief even to myself I kind of wish Tim was here for this appointment tomorrow but we all know that's NOT going to happen. And I can't even explain why I wish such a thing.
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There is part of me that wishes to know something ASAP and then there's the other half that is scared to death to know anything at all. I went already ,without knowing anything specific, gone through the disbelief stage, to the cry-baby emotional stage....i have yet to reach the rage stage and I am hoping that, that's going to be a stage that I will have little to no use for.
God! I am really scared about this appointment tomorrow.
And in all disbelief even to myself I kind of wish Tim was here for this appointment tomorrow but we all know that's NOT going to happen. And I can't even explain why I wish such a thing.
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