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a part of me holds on...
the rest of me wants nothing more then to let go...
I know what this means....
I am happy with the current situation... and it is best if I ignor my feelings and simply move on!
I have my head on straight, and I know where I am going... this time I am fallowing my mind instead of my heart....
Ironic... considering my advice for anyone in my current situation is "Fallow you heart"
But I'd just end up making an ass out of my self agian...
and we don't want that now do we?
no.... not at all.....
I posted this on my 'personal' jornal that no one knows about... but it seemed fitting to this entry and well, it makes a lot of sense now....
Saturday, December 03, 2005
::EDITED the world doesn't need to know this part:: (starting) I'm not that girl.. I don't want to be that girl- but yet I want to be with him.... it happens to the best of us.... I just wish I could find one guy that I can be truely happy with... and that we have so much in common... and guess what - he would like me back... yea.... right.... NEVER WILL HAPPEN... one step at a time Jordan Helen