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WARNING : EMO ENTRY. youve been warned.
i was watching/enjoying/spazzing/laughing/admiring/drooling over the dorky mblaq on idol army when i saw twelfs' updates on twitter saying 'heechul's entry' so i was like OMG WHAT MY HUBBY FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING ?! ever since hankyung's case i was waiting and waiting for his updates. atleast to tell us hes still breathing. and doing something rather than sitting at one corner sobbing to self.
although hes there during SBS gayo daejun, its not the same. when he writes in his cy he's showing his true self.
anyway SO, i was already on the verge of crying when i first saw the entry. i swear, its like opening a letter from your hubby who is working overseas or something lol. he talked about his acting career. is it just me or he sounded so.. soft ? idk.
and THIS.
"my petals, whats your wish for this New Year ? Personal Dreams ?"
it sounds so sweet and thoughtful and all gaaah idk. firstly its been a long time since i last heard him call us. i mean petals, of course. and he called us my petals. idk this whole thing is just sweet. like hes very concerned with us. i can totally imagine his tone.
" oppa, please be successful."
"such things i know, i'll be successful myself, im asking about your dreamsㅋㅋ"
SEE HOW SWEET HE IS. I LOVE THE FACT THAT HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT ANSWERS WERE GONNA GIVE.
although its quite obvious lol. when he asked us about our dreams i was like I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY BLAH BLAH. haha.
so yeah his whole entry somehow made me cried reading it. my heart totally aches. maybe cause i miss him too much T__T
i remember him saying that he realized now how important suju is. how he loves them so much now. how they love him. how he felt guilty to them and promised will do better. so tell me why is disappearing all the time and stop telling me its because of his acting schedule because i know its not. how can it be so coincidental that his schedule clashed with music bank music core kbs gayo daejun as well as mbc gayo daejun ?! ALL OF THEM ?! pft.
back to the entry shall we. so he ended it perfectly like this.
"Praise me, follow me, my beautiful petals. next year everyone lets blossom"
I WILL, YOU KNOW I WILL. but how can i praise and follow you when youre MIA all the time my dear ;_______;
I MISS YOUUUU ! ;_; PLEASE BE HAPPY ON 2010 (: <3
i was watching/enjoying/spazzing/laughing/admiring/drooling over the dorky mblaq on idol army when i saw twelfs' updates on twitter saying 'heechul's entry' so i was like OMG WHAT MY HUBBY FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING ?! ever since hankyung's case i was waiting and waiting for his updates. atleast to tell us hes still breathing. and doing something rather than sitting at one corner sobbing to self.
although hes there during SBS gayo daejun, its not the same. when he writes in his cy he's showing his true self.
anyway SO, i was already on the verge of crying when i first saw the entry. i swear, its like opening a letter from your hubby who is working overseas or something lol. he talked about his acting career. is it just me or he sounded so.. soft ? idk.
and THIS.
"my petals, whats your wish for this New Year ? Personal Dreams ?"
it sounds so sweet and thoughtful and all gaaah idk. firstly its been a long time since i last heard him call us. i mean petals, of course. and he called us my petals. idk this whole thing is just sweet. like hes very concerned with us. i can totally imagine his tone.
" oppa, please be successful."
"such things i know, i'll be successful myself, im asking about your dreamsㅋㅋ"
SEE HOW SWEET HE IS. I LOVE THE FACT THAT HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT ANSWERS WERE GONNA GIVE.
although its quite obvious lol. when he asked us about our dreams i was like I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY BLAH BLAH. haha.
so yeah his whole entry somehow made me cried reading it. my heart totally aches. maybe cause i miss him too much T__T
i remember him saying that he realized now how important suju is. how he loves them so much now. how they love him. how he felt guilty to them and promised will do better. so tell me why is disappearing all the time and stop telling me its because of his acting schedule because i know its not. how can it be so coincidental that his schedule clashed with music bank music core kbs gayo daejun as well as mbc gayo daejun ?! ALL OF THEM ?! pft.
back to the entry shall we. so he ended it perfectly like this.
"Praise me, follow me, my beautiful petals. next year everyone lets blossom"
I WILL, YOU KNOW I WILL. but how can i praise and follow you when youre MIA all the time my dear ;_______;
I MISS YOUUUU ! ;_; PLEASE BE HAPPY ON 2010 (: <3