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~lately i've been tryin to deal with a lot of shit going on...
~sometimes i remind myself that i need to do things for myself first before trying to help out others...
~i've realized that humans can never really be pleased...
~i shouldn't stress it if i can't always do everything people need, because they just keep wanting more and more.
~i need to stop worrying about if what i'm doing is making somebody else happy or not, because in the end, i need to do things to make myself happy.
~my new friends have been helping me out a lot lately..
~i HATE being a broke college student...
~it doesn't help that gas is so fuckin expensive...
~i wish people would stop talking about me...i try to act like it doesn't bother me, but really it is killing me on the inside.
~i really need to put forth a bigger effort to not be so bitchy to the one person that's always there for me...
~i put everything back into my "eric box" again...it is now on my top shelf...probably to stay permanently. it sucks we couldn't even be friends for 2 months this time...but then again, we never were too good at just being friends...
~i need a job
~i need to figure out the direction i want my life to go in...
~one of my best friends is moving to florida on wednesday...i don't know what i'm supposed to do without her. :(
~lately when i'm alone i keep getting the urge to cry. i don't know why...i don't really have anything to cry about.
~i need to learn how to control my temper/bitchyness before i turn everybody against me.
~i'm so sick of always being the one to get hurt...i really should just stop letting people in...if i shut them out, there is less of a chance that i'll get hurt.
~sometimes i remind myself that i need to do things for myself first before trying to help out others...
~i've realized that humans can never really be pleased...
~i shouldn't stress it if i can't always do everything people need, because they just keep wanting more and more.
~i need to stop worrying about if what i'm doing is making somebody else happy or not, because in the end, i need to do things to make myself happy.
~my new friends have been helping me out a lot lately..
~i HATE being a broke college student...
~it doesn't help that gas is so fuckin expensive...
~i wish people would stop talking about me...i try to act like it doesn't bother me, but really it is killing me on the inside.
~i really need to put forth a bigger effort to not be so bitchy to the one person that's always there for me...
~i put everything back into my "eric box" again...it is now on my top shelf...probably to stay permanently. it sucks we couldn't even be friends for 2 months this time...but then again, we never were too good at just being friends...
~i need a job
~i need to figure out the direction i want my life to go in...
~one of my best friends is moving to florida on wednesday...i don't know what i'm supposed to do without her. :(
~lately when i'm alone i keep getting the urge to cry. i don't know why...i don't really have anything to cry about.
~i need to learn how to control my temper/bitchyness before i turn everybody against me.
~i'm so sick of always being the one to get hurt...i really should just stop letting people in...if i shut them out, there is less of a chance that i'll get hurt.