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The past few days have been fucking insane. This damn lake party this weekend has me so messed up. I'm nervous about going, nervous about the food, nervous about the alcohol....I'm just fucked. So I have to wear a bathing suit. hmmmm, run away run away!! I've doubled up on my workouts and have taken to fasting every other day. Surely to God I will lose at least 5 lbs. by Saturday. I have to go get some fucking hawaian outfit to wear...Shit hell. I just hope there are a lot of obese folks there. ROTTEN BITCH I AM!