tied ends.
i wish that i still knew you the
way i did when we would pull
your futon onto your back porch
and fall asleep in the morning sun
after kissing eachother's
noses, over and over.
i have missed that kid for a long time.
although, don't get me wrong, this one
was very nice too, for a while,
but it has been different.
so it's fitting that we've made full circle
from two years ago when we first didn't work
and i left you after the same street fair;
only this time it wasn't over the phone
after i couldn't take it anymore,
and neither of us cried.
i guess now i'm a little different too.
it's scary because i wonder how long
it will be before i sigh the same way
when my bare thighs touch someone else's.
i just want to say out loud what an
idiot you really are and as much
as i miss you i'm so happy and i
already feel so new.