I am overwhelmed.
Tooo much has happened in four days.
I was so reluctant to get out of my comfort zone when it came to a college decision, but after going to visit HWS, I know that that really is where I will end up being the best Reina Apraez possible. That is the most important thing. I can feel a hug sense of family there. It was an eye-opening experience.
There have been several more of those. None of which have been as pleasant.
I drink too much and think too much.
I am always disappointed by people who are most important to me. Sometimes I wonder if my standards are too high for them, but they aren't. I must be doing something wrong to be sticking myself in situations where I am walked all over, or sacrificing.
There is no satisfaction in these sorts of relationships for me except for the fact that I am convinced I would not feel right doing anything less.
I've always thought that I am a perceptive person, but I can't tell when someone or a situation is going to turn out horribly unhealthy for me.
Boarmelon: sigh
Boarmelon: Reina, I don't know what to tell you
A tree I snare: mm
Boarmelon: hug?
A tree I snare: hug is fine.
Boarmelon: hug
There need to be more people in the world like Casey Walsh.
Not to mention Anne Cunningham, Ryland Heagerty, and my little sister. She is an increasingly marvelous person everyday.
I was so reluctant to get out of my comfort zone when it came to a college decision, but after going to visit HWS, I know that that really is where I will end up being the best Reina Apraez possible. That is the most important thing. I can feel a hug sense of family there. It was an eye-opening experience.
There have been several more of those. None of which have been as pleasant.
I drink too much and think too much.
I am always disappointed by people who are most important to me. Sometimes I wonder if my standards are too high for them, but they aren't. I must be doing something wrong to be sticking myself in situations where I am walked all over, or sacrificing.
There is no satisfaction in these sorts of relationships for me except for the fact that I am convinced I would not feel right doing anything less.
I've always thought that I am a perceptive person, but I can't tell when someone or a situation is going to turn out horribly unhealthy for me.
Boarmelon: sigh
Boarmelon: Reina, I don't know what to tell you
A tree I snare: mm
Boarmelon: hug?
A tree I snare: hug is fine.
Boarmelon: hug
There need to be more people in the world like Casey Walsh.
Not to mention Anne Cunningham, Ryland Heagerty, and my little sister. She is an increasingly marvelous person everyday.