I am no good, no good, no good.

[simplykinetic]

Funny how we end the way we started.
Fuzzy headed, in your bedroom
and me forcing a kiss
and you not getting it.

Funny how the whole time I was nervous.
You were something I'd never have
and I knew it
and it felt wrong to try to change that.

Funny how bad I really didn't try.
Me, the fighter, but I don't think I ever would have
and it was because I was so scared
and that was because you seemed to be.

Funny how upset I am.
Because it isn't out of sentiment
and I'm not going to really miss you
and I think that's the real reason.

Funny how everyone is telling me:
I did what I had to, I wasn't happy
and so it's good that we aren't together
and we'll move on, it's not a big deal.

Funny how I'm not buying that.
Even after a million lists of 'why'
and it's because I still want to kiss you
and think maybe you'll understand sometime.