ugh
i thought i decided to get off like an hour ago but looks like things have changed... i kinda just had a moment about previous friends :( and you know flipping through old livejournal post can bring back good memories...that you know are way over.
hmm so i ran across a couple pictures like this
pretty depressing, as you all might know.. that's Kala Gladding, a former SISTER of mine.. but we all practically know that story..
and yeah someones pointed out that i kinda am at fault for why his year sucks.. that doesn't make someone feel to well about themselves! ha.
hm so i think i am going to go wash my face now i guess since Stephs logging off also and she was the last person i was AIMing with.
speaking of AIM.. it's funny how people always think away messages are about themm.. i know when i look at a certain someones i get pissed thinking it regaurds me.. who knows? maybe it does, oh well i don't have time to worry about that.
but one last thought,
i'm really confused about my life.. it seems to be getting better but it all seems lie something is missing..
maybe a relationship? idk but there's a whole nother problem.. i need to learn to treat boys better or choose the right ones to focus on[ahem...].. probably the biggest thing that's holding me back from that. and besides, i have absolutely no time for one.. or at least one the requires alot of work that is..so if you knowanyone let me know ;) anywho i'm out on that note.
adios<3
hmm so i ran across a couple pictures like this
pretty depressing, as you all might know.. that's Kala Gladding, a former SISTER of mine.. but we all practically know that story..
and yeah someones pointed out that i kinda am at fault for why his year sucks.. that doesn't make someone feel to well about themselves! ha.
hm so i think i am going to go wash my face now i guess since Stephs logging off also and she was the last person i was AIMing with.
speaking of AIM.. it's funny how people always think away messages are about themm.. i know when i look at a certain someones i get pissed thinking it regaurds me.. who knows? maybe it does, oh well i don't have time to worry about that.
but one last thought,
i'm really confused about my life.. it seems to be getting better but it all seems lie something is missing..
maybe a relationship? idk but there's a whole nother problem.. i need to learn to treat boys better or choose the right ones to focus on[ahem...].. probably the biggest thing that's holding me back from that. and besides, i have absolutely no time for one.. or at least one the requires alot of work that is..so if you knowanyone let me know ;) anywho i'm out on that note.
adios<3