Nov 17, 2007 05:51
I didn't end up going to the hospital on Monday, because I just didn't.
I've been asking her (my aunt) everyday if she sent her paperwork to the hospital yet and she finally did.
I'm really curious as to whats wrong with her. I told her, I want to go with her when she does go. -- I'm pretty sure she's a diabetic. She claims she isn't one, because some el cheapo (whom I wouldn't trust) told her she wasn't after testing her.
I just want to see her get on Medicaid and get this crap done and over with. I'm hoping it's not too bad, where she doesn't have to have any of her leg/foot amputated.
She's supposed to be moving next week. I'm kind of glad she's leaving and kind of not. It's nice to have someone to sit around and talk to. Especially recall memories and laugh together with.
My mom has won twice at bingo this week and split both times with my aunt. I'm greedy and wouldn't of split.
I told my mom I just want $100 out of it and that's it.
Some is going into her normal account and some is going to go in a savings account. Because I want to start saving for a tomb/head stone for my deceased grandma's grave who has been gone for nearly a decade.
Some on our dryer we rented, so that gets paid off. Will be one less bill having to pay.
The rest I told mom, we're going to splurge on her. I'm tired of her making all this money and not doing anything personally for herself. Not only that, but I'm tired of her wearing hideous clothes. She still owns and wears clothes from the 60s, I swear!
I did get into an argument with her the other morning. Of course, I was lacking sleep, but no excuse.
I wasn't bad mouthing or anything. I just told it to her how it was.
She wouldn't admit it, but she was trying to start crap with my aunt. (bringing up past shit to think she's perfect compared to everyone else)
I told her repeatedly to stop. That she is and acts like a drama queen. -- Of course, she didn't take what I had to say too well. She had actually said something I've never heard her spew to me before. She told me "Screw you" during the argument. I'm just sick of the bickering. Kind of shocking and laughable at the same time, though.
Oh, My friend Tiff took me to Wal*Mart the other day so I could see if I put in my SS# wrong. I brought my purse along with me this time. Low and behold, I put it in right. I thought I hadn't. Stupid short term memory loss, grr.
I need to be in bed. I'm not going to get up in time. I'm supposed to be going out eat/drink with the only friend I got left in this world. I'm becoming paranoid about it, though. I've never drove with her, while SHE was the one driving. While SHE was intoxicated. (that was supposed to mean, driving with her while intoxicated. I've been in the passenger seat numerous times with her driving normally) I know thinking something bad may happen, may just jinx it all. I just... don't like driving with people drunk or knowing they have any alcohol in their system at all. Just because you've had a glass (martini/margarita sized) doesn't mean something can't go wrong. -- I'm also not wanting to spend heaps on the bill, either. Maybe I'll just drink beer..... I definitely don't want to spend $6+ on something small that I might not like.
family,
stress,
friends,
drama,
money