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I have way too many things going on right now in my life. Not necessarily bad things, but things that are STRESSING ME THE FUCK OUT.
1: I'm getting married next July. You may say "Well thats in another year, no biggie." Wait until you have to plan a wedding and tell me that. THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME. You have to book everybody at least a year in advance.. go here, go there, eat this, eat that, try this on, make sure your families are okay with it ALL ON SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS WHICH MAKES THE TIME FLY BY AND I FREAK OUT THAT I HAVE NO TIME LEFT. AAAAHHHHHhh. Also, when you have to plan a wedding on a $8000 budget, you're fucked. That sounds like alot, but the only places you can find for that price are not nice at all. Food PER PERSON costs at least $40 (most places are at least $80). Multiply that by 80 guests and you're spending $3,200 on food alone. On the other hand, I get to marry the man of my dreams. He cooks for me, cleans, BEST DAD EVER, loves me, and most important.. I find him extremely sexy.
2: We have to move by September 15th. Everything about moving is just horrible. The packing, the actual transportation, the unpacking and the security deposit/first & last months rent that we somehow have to come up with in the next month. ALSO we can't even afford to live around here anymore, so we might move to San Leandro/Hayward, or back to Fremont.
3: My sister. I can't really go into detail, but she is "gone" for 30 days. Giving me a fucking ulcer I swear.
4: MONEY of course. Kevin has been sick and unable to work lately, and we cannot survive on my income alone. SO we've had to borrow from everyone, going to check into cash, and basically we are just streched so thin right now that we go hungry.. Isaac never does because everything we have we give to him. I can't wait for everything to be back to normal.
So yes. Thats my life right now. Hectic, stressful, confusing, amazing. I still wouldn't trade it in for anybody else's.
1: I'm getting married next July. You may say "Well thats in another year, no biggie." Wait until you have to plan a wedding and tell me that. THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME. You have to book everybody at least a year in advance.. go here, go there, eat this, eat that, try this on, make sure your families are okay with it ALL ON SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS WHICH MAKES THE TIME FLY BY AND I FREAK OUT THAT I HAVE NO TIME LEFT. AAAAHHHHHhh. Also, when you have to plan a wedding on a $8000 budget, you're fucked. That sounds like alot, but the only places you can find for that price are not nice at all. Food PER PERSON costs at least $40 (most places are at least $80). Multiply that by 80 guests and you're spending $3,200 on food alone. On the other hand, I get to marry the man of my dreams. He cooks for me, cleans, BEST DAD EVER, loves me, and most important.. I find him extremely sexy.
2: We have to move by September 15th. Everything about moving is just horrible. The packing, the actual transportation, the unpacking and the security deposit/first & last months rent that we somehow have to come up with in the next month. ALSO we can't even afford to live around here anymore, so we might move to San Leandro/Hayward, or back to Fremont.
3: My sister. I can't really go into detail, but she is "gone" for 30 days. Giving me a fucking ulcer I swear.
4: MONEY of course. Kevin has been sick and unable to work lately, and we cannot survive on my income alone. SO we've had to borrow from everyone, going to check into cash, and basically we are just streched so thin right now that we go hungry.. Isaac never does because everything we have we give to him. I can't wait for everything to be back to normal.
So yes. Thats my life right now. Hectic, stressful, confusing, amazing. I still wouldn't trade it in for anybody else's.