May 15, 2004 00:06
I realized that.. i have been through so many god damned transformations of myself its ridiculous. But it cracks me up really hard...Chelz, Chelly, Chel C., Chelsey.. the list goes on for about a mile.. and now im chelsea. Well.. chelci sometimes, which was actually my pen name but yeah it picked up. quite frankly.. chelsea isnt as exciting as the others ones are.. does this mean im normal? hell no.. that word is soo not in my vocab
I MADE GRADES! I thought i wasn't going to and I would end up with a 2.2, but thanks to some hot curvage, i didnt even get one single d!! im now officially a journalism major, no longer "pre" teheh.. next semester, i HAVE to go to class!! Because quite frankly, i am sick of teaching myself the material when i pay for other people to teach it to me.. yeah thats gunna change. i will be one of those losers who goes to class everyday!!
still waiting to hear back from my interviews and have a few more interviews to go for internships. cd101 was a big no *sobbs*. i got rejected from rolling stone and spin because you have to be a junior level person... i have this evil plan that i will send every single one of my articles to them next semester, until they get sick of me and say, god damnit.. take a job!
i hung out with my westerville friends today and it was really exciting, i love kaydee and ashleigh! it was also my mojogurus birthday! my baby's all grown up *sobbs* I almost passed out for like no reason at dinner, but youll get that right?
i have been putting recruitment stuff off.. im going to devote a whole day to it next week and figure out exactly what the hell is going on!!
so at the romantic issues of chelseas life.. do you know how hard it is to freaking trust someone who is overly honest!?!? really hard.. and there are always certain aspects of a persons past you want to change.. but you cant.. im working on the acceptance issue.. but really.. i dont know. i dont share well..
i miss my bg people insane amounts!! fife called me yesterday and that was really exciting!! and i have yet to call hotak.. but i will and my roomie pops in and says hi every now and again!
my aunt offered me a 15 day vacation in aruba with her.. but hi. i hate planes
well its back to insane amounts of pondering!
HEART YOU
CHELS