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redid my journal -- took forever to find and then download thoes fonts then to make it lol im still getting used to that program. i want to make an icon to macth i found a good picture -- buts its so different from the other program. that i just dont know how to do it. dude i filppin love this song lol i cant get enough of it.. but i bet you tell that already...
so yeah, i've been really sad n down latly and its make me sick.. i keep getting bad headaches, just once i wish someone would invite me to do something fun, witha group of friends, let me know what they are talking about, tell me a secret, just anything. no one cares about me, and i care about no one. thats not all exactly true, but thats how i feel. i do have some people. but it feels like when i really need them.. they are never there, htey are only okay when im okay. oh well, i've been keeping a lot to myself lately and i enjoy this, i care about me, so why just leave it at that. and it doesnt help anymore.. talking to someone it makes me more sad.. bcz i know they'll feel sorry for me. and i dont want that.
hmm eyah it will all be okay in the end.
even if the end is sooner than expected
so yeah, i've been really sad n down latly and its make me sick.. i keep getting bad headaches, just once i wish someone would invite me to do something fun, witha group of friends, let me know what they are talking about, tell me a secret, just anything. no one cares about me, and i care about no one. thats not all exactly true, but thats how i feel. i do have some people. but it feels like when i really need them.. they are never there, htey are only okay when im okay. oh well, i've been keeping a lot to myself lately and i enjoy this, i care about me, so why just leave it at that. and it doesnt help anymore.. talking to someone it makes me more sad.. bcz i know they'll feel sorry for me. and i dont want that.
hmm eyah it will all be okay in the end.
even if the end is sooner than expected