Jan 20, 2005 22:16
i found out alex wants to kick my ass... weird how she just told me two weeks ago she'd never even hurt a fly. dude get over it - i'm sorry it happened but i cant take it back. i dont see why everyone continues to make this up to be into something bigger than it has to be. its not like what happened to me hasnt happen to other people! siigh *! i'll just give it two months - right court? lol yeah but besides finding that out my day wasnt too bad. i wore my hair down :) for a certain someone 0=] hehe. he liked it.
i think i have a crush on someone.. but like kinda like not really.. like its fun how things are now, but i know if anything more were to happen - he'd care too much and i'd care too little. i just dont care about like anything and hes the kind of guy that is like i dunno the perfect boyfriend for some girls. but i havent been in a relationship in so long - do i wanna ruin that now? lol i bet nothing is going to happen anyways. i mean i know a way i could make it! but i cant break someones trust like that.
highlight to my day -- Joey Guswiler *sp?* ALex Compforte *sp* Brad Fick and Jesse *who the hell knows lol* came into southlake today and yesterday and i havnt seen well joey since the north football game i went to with my cousin -- ah.. brings back memories. lol kinda saddening :/ i miss jon now lol haha okay well i just talked to them four for a lil bit like 3 minutes but it was nice. =]