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Mar 23, 2005 00:25

so yeah, my throat has hurt for about a week now, and i was hoping it would go away before i got all the other symtoms.. that didnt work as planned. so now i have a shitty as cold.. for freaking break.. saweet shit. its 12:26 and im updating my journal, i was so tired i layed my head down for a moment, and passout, at 7.30 and i missed american idol.. darn. i woke up at 9:30 .. brandon called me from breannes phone, yeah that was intesting, this sitchuation is so unbelievably immature. it makes me wanna laugh. how can 2 people, 1 being 4 freaking years older than me, and 1 being 2 years older, you think theyd eventually learn! but no. oh well i was kinda upset about it al.. seeing as in bree and i were best friends for a long time. i think i could possible win her back, since the reason why she hates me isnt true, but brandons makes it seem like it is. i hate him. well i really dont. i hate how he acts, but im being the bigger man in the situation. so yeah, im not going to hate him. hmmm so we havent had soccer for the past two days, but we have it for a half hour tomorrow. after school, we are just gunna run. fun fun - i need it tho. i think i'll do some crunches when i get home.. but i know i'll be to lazy lol.

so i'm finally to move one, leave all the immaute people, stupid mistakes, horrible regrets, all in the past, and move on. its way easier said then done, but im finally ready. i hate remembering brandon as my ex-boyfriend, i dont know what i saw in him, i mean hes not even attractive lol (im not saying looks are everything, but he doesnt have a good personality.. or maybe he actually did back then.. eh doubt it) im just ready to move on from it all, bree can hate me for her stupid/immature reason, brandon can go on believe\ing what ever he wants, i know what the truth is and thats all that matters. hehe its 12.34 u know like one two three four... hhaha i love that it makes me happy.

my birthday is in 34 days!! you guys should all think about what your going to get me!!! hehe

hmm i have nothing more to write about, but i dont wanna be done... i have nothing better to do.... oh well ta ta for now homies.

x0x ' Bridget Grace
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