crying while writing part of this
tuesday was alright i went to school and then came home.
Wednesday i went to school and went to dan's nieces birthday party she is 4 what a cutie! I went to her b-day party last year its amazing how i am still with Dan i love him so much and his family is so nice and they seem to like me which i am happy about because i like them too.
Thursday i went to school. Hillary's mom gave me and christina a ride to dairy queen. I went home took a shower and got ready for DJ's wake. We went there and got there at 7. It was so sad. DJ was only 47. She was only 85 pounds when she died. She looked different but yet she looked the same. I miss her alot. I have grown up with her for my whole life. So has my momma and she was my grandmas bestfriend. I mean her mom was like best friends with my great grandparents so her family has been with us for years. I saw Ryan O'Boyle at the wake he was DJ's nephew. We were there till about 9. I cried when i was there i couldnt help it.
Then Friday I woke up and got ready for the funeral. We picked up my grandma. We got there. The service was so pretty. I didnt really start crying until the end when her son started saying the good things about her. That set me off because i will always remember those things. It was so sad. i dont think i have cried that hard in a long time. The one thing i wanted to have was dan to be there so i could cry in his arms and i know everything would be okay. I just feel so much better when i am with him. Instead i had my mom and that was sufficent. My grandma couldnt handle going out to the cemetery so we took her home and then we went home around 1 we went up to the veterans hall in fairview. We were there until like 3. My cousin michael is a trip i love him and me and mandy talked too. Later that day when i got home i feel asleep for about 30 mins and my dad calls to come pick me up and we go to mcdonalds to eat and then we watched the browns game! yes they won So did the Titans. While watching the browns game i was wearing my Titans jersey haha. I went to bed around 12 then at 1 dan called but he let me go
then today i woke up at 2 haha lazy ass thats me. talked to dena about plans tonight and i called dan he is golfing. and now i am writing this i also had 2 donuts hehe.
Wednesday i went to school and went to dan's nieces birthday party she is 4 what a cutie! I went to her b-day party last year its amazing how i am still with Dan i love him so much and his family is so nice and they seem to like me which i am happy about because i like them too.
Thursday i went to school. Hillary's mom gave me and christina a ride to dairy queen. I went home took a shower and got ready for DJ's wake. We went there and got there at 7. It was so sad. DJ was only 47. She was only 85 pounds when she died. She looked different but yet she looked the same. I miss her alot. I have grown up with her for my whole life. So has my momma and she was my grandmas bestfriend. I mean her mom was like best friends with my great grandparents so her family has been with us for years. I saw Ryan O'Boyle at the wake he was DJ's nephew. We were there till about 9. I cried when i was there i couldnt help it.
Then Friday I woke up and got ready for the funeral. We picked up my grandma. We got there. The service was so pretty. I didnt really start crying until the end when her son started saying the good things about her. That set me off because i will always remember those things. It was so sad. i dont think i have cried that hard in a long time. The one thing i wanted to have was dan to be there so i could cry in his arms and i know everything would be okay. I just feel so much better when i am with him. Instead i had my mom and that was sufficent. My grandma couldnt handle going out to the cemetery so we took her home and then we went home around 1 we went up to the veterans hall in fairview. We were there until like 3. My cousin michael is a trip i love him and me and mandy talked too. Later that day when i got home i feel asleep for about 30 mins and my dad calls to come pick me up and we go to mcdonalds to eat and then we watched the browns game! yes they won So did the Titans. While watching the browns game i was wearing my Titans jersey haha. I went to bed around 12 then at 1 dan called but he let me go
then today i woke up at 2 haha lazy ass thats me. talked to dena about plans tonight and i called dan he is golfing. and now i am writing this i also had 2 donuts hehe.