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I'm really confused right now. I got 639 out of 810 points which means I made a 78.8 in my Romans and Galatians class. However, when I looked at my grades for the semester, I found a horrendous D+ next to that class. Not only is my mom seriously going to kick my butt but I don't know how a 79% equals a D+, especially when his syllabus lists a 77-79 as a C. Grr...that really makes me upset.
So I have realized that I am just an angry person who changes way to easily and too often. I can be upset about something to the point of tears and depression but can be over it in a matter of hours, if even that long. I can't understand myself. No wonder it is hard for others to try to do so.
Since I have been home, I have done absolutely nothing. I have seen many friends, some of which I would have been perfectly fine not seeing, nad have spent alot of time with my family. I applied and got the job for Sears only to realize that I am not willing to drive 1.5 hours in traffic to get there every morning, meaning that I would have to leave around 6:00 just to make it with just enough time to be on time. I applied for IKEA again and I ahve an interview tomorrow so we will see how that goes. For three weeks, I am watching two kids from my church while there mom is at work for 8 to 3. I don't mind at all doing this since the kids are not only well behaved but that I will be gettting paid $10 an hour for doing so.
So I pissed off Krisjohn last night. It seems to be what I do best, even though I don't do it intentionally. I'm always saying that I am "tired of this" and that "I am not going through this again" but it always seems to happen again and again. So I guess I'm not done with it. I'm just fed up with dealing with it at the momment. The truth is that I would deal with anything many times over if it meant that I could be with him.
Crash is an amazing movie. Everyone should see it. Thanks, Shaunna, for being my date tonight.
Grr...I am so mad about my grade that it is clouding my thoughts (not like what I have to think about is that important anyway). I think I will drown my cares in a root beer float.
So I have realized that I am just an angry person who changes way to easily and too often. I can be upset about something to the point of tears and depression but can be over it in a matter of hours, if even that long. I can't understand myself. No wonder it is hard for others to try to do so.
Since I have been home, I have done absolutely nothing. I have seen many friends, some of which I would have been perfectly fine not seeing, nad have spent alot of time with my family. I applied and got the job for Sears only to realize that I am not willing to drive 1.5 hours in traffic to get there every morning, meaning that I would have to leave around 6:00 just to make it with just enough time to be on time. I applied for IKEA again and I ahve an interview tomorrow so we will see how that goes. For three weeks, I am watching two kids from my church while there mom is at work for 8 to 3. I don't mind at all doing this since the kids are not only well behaved but that I will be gettting paid $10 an hour for doing so.
So I pissed off Krisjohn last night. It seems to be what I do best, even though I don't do it intentionally. I'm always saying that I am "tired of this" and that "I am not going through this again" but it always seems to happen again and again. So I guess I'm not done with it. I'm just fed up with dealing with it at the momment. The truth is that I would deal with anything many times over if it meant that I could be with him.
Crash is an amazing movie. Everyone should see it. Thanks, Shaunna, for being my date tonight.
Grr...I am so mad about my grade that it is clouding my thoughts (not like what I have to think about is that important anyway). I think I will drown my cares in a root beer float.