Andddd we're BACK...!
Well, welcome back livejournal. I really felt that it was necessary to bring this back into business, based on the fact that so much stuff happens in my life that I should write it down; I may want to remember some of it one day. Or, at least, it can provide some of you with entertainment. The third reason though, and probably the best reason for bringing back livejournal, wouold be to merely right down the thoughts/actions/events in my hectic life. A way to vent, you could say. Either way, it's coming back. soooo !!!
I think this is all I have energy to write about for today...or at least right now.
Note to self: My ex-boyfriend is all of the following--
jerk, prick, asshole, idiot, loser, low-life, liar, bastard, scum, egotistical, heartless, stupid, ugly, dumb, immature, shady & insensitive.
I realize that making a list is very 3rd grade-ish & slightly immature, but you don't understand how long this has been building up. trust me-- if you knew, you would help add on to the list. I just don't understand it, though. Someone you cared so much about hurts you more than anyone ever could. Wish I would have known this sooner, let me tell you. The fact that things have gotten how they are now, to the point of stupid arguments and yelling matches just to call the other names in attempts to make them feel bad & ruin their life, is fucking ridiculoussss. If this doesn't stop, I will send my people out on your ass. Yes, I know that sounds lame, but I have people who have willingly volunteered to "straighten things out". I may need to let them do that. bleahh..so after i'm done being a hardass and wanting to start a few fights, the calm side returns (or, at least, more calm than when I was a badass). It sucks being too emotional. What he does gets to me & it shouldn't...but I honestly can't help it. When someone blames and accuses you of things you'd never do, it kindddda takes a toll on you. Why did I spend so much time holding onto this relationship and trying to fix it when it obviously was not going to get any better? well, its called being dumb. sometimes you need to just admit when you are dumb. regardless of the fact that I didn't know this was going to happen how it did, I should have seen this coming. damn, alex! i'm sure many people will be happy to hear this. i should have listened and, well, you were right. also, thank you to the people who were there for me during all of this; it means so much to me. okayyyyy, sorryyyy. all of that needed to be said.
ANYWAYS, I have tons to do & i'm writing in here. hmm, okay. no more procrastinating for today.
dinner, econ review, then writing my paper/seeing dakota. busyyy night.
I think this is all I have energy to write about for today...or at least right now.
Note to self: My ex-boyfriend is all of the following--
jerk, prick, asshole, idiot, loser, low-life, liar, bastard, scum, egotistical, heartless, stupid, ugly, dumb, immature, shady & insensitive.
I realize that making a list is very 3rd grade-ish & slightly immature, but you don't understand how long this has been building up. trust me-- if you knew, you would help add on to the list. I just don't understand it, though. Someone you cared so much about hurts you more than anyone ever could. Wish I would have known this sooner, let me tell you. The fact that things have gotten how they are now, to the point of stupid arguments and yelling matches just to call the other names in attempts to make them feel bad & ruin their life, is fucking ridiculoussss. If this doesn't stop, I will send my people out on your ass. Yes, I know that sounds lame, but I have people who have willingly volunteered to "straighten things out". I may need to let them do that. bleahh..so after i'm done being a hardass and wanting to start a few fights, the calm side returns (or, at least, more calm than when I was a badass). It sucks being too emotional. What he does gets to me & it shouldn't...but I honestly can't help it. When someone blames and accuses you of things you'd never do, it kindddda takes a toll on you. Why did I spend so much time holding onto this relationship and trying to fix it when it obviously was not going to get any better? well, its called being dumb. sometimes you need to just admit when you are dumb. regardless of the fact that I didn't know this was going to happen how it did, I should have seen this coming. damn, alex! i'm sure many people will be happy to hear this. i should have listened and, well, you were right. also, thank you to the people who were there for me during all of this; it means so much to me. okayyyyy, sorryyyy. all of that needed to be said.
ANYWAYS, I have tons to do & i'm writing in here. hmm, okay. no more procrastinating for today.
dinner, econ review, then writing my paper/seeing dakota. busyyy night.