Jul 03, 2004 10:05
So I figured I'd just slowly start moving on. Sometimes it doesn't hurt. I remember the good times, but am relieved it's over in a way. Then, there's times, like now, that it hurts so bad. I try to distract myself by doing diffrent things and tryin' to make sure I go out a lot. But everywhere I look, I remember something we did or said at that spot. When I was at dinner with Danielle last night, I remembered the whole conversation Enton and my Grandma had about beer while sitting there drinking my Miso Soup. It killed me. It's funny though, where you find comfort in situations like these. Having sensless conversations with friends, meeting new people, and just working on little things you thought you hated.
But I'm moving on. Maybe things will come around in the future. But I'm learning about me. I'm working on me. It's all about me right now and figuring out what I want. This will be good for me.
Today I'm going to a movie. Hopefully goin' out at night with Gracie, Blake, and Harrison. Sunday Kalin's comin' over. Monday I have work.
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