Oh Winter Break is so Officially Here

Dec 15, 2006 15:15

Well it's three in the afternoon on Friday. I begin moving at seven with my lovely Brittany. I'm incredibly excited for this opportunity. I can't begin to explain how pumped I am for Winter Break.
Even though I'm broke.
Single.
Ostracized from my family.
Failed Anthropology.
And my best is most likely very mad at me.

It's okay though.
For some reason, I'm happy.

Last night, Ryan took me out to Target. We weren't that silly because I didn't have like tons of sugar or caffeine in me, but I know we have plenty of chances to be silly anyway. It sounds like we'll be hanging out together a lot over Winter Break. That makes me happy. I really like that kid. Not romantically, but in a instant connection friend type of deal. (I guess I've said that enough by now haven't I?)

My dinner party menu is just about complete. I think it will cost me about one hundred dollars to do. I'm comfortable spending that much on a night of fun and entertainment. Plus Amanda's having her New Year's Party which is so much more of an actual party. That will totally kick ass.

It sounds like Brittany and Ryan, Amanda and Wes, Serena, and Kevin are definitely coming. Brandon might stop in and so might Jerel and Kimm. Wow.. uhm.. that sounds like I'm trying to match male for female. It wasn't intended that way but it somehow just happened.

I have a lot of plans for Winter Break. Christmas is a time for me to just sit back and enjoy, which is what I totally intend on happening. Plus I want to clean up my computer. And of course there's pilates and jogging to be had. Also, I get to start daydreaming about my summer. This is all very exciting.

Anyway I guess I should get to packing.

(Why don't I have a way with words the way others do?)
Oh that reminds me...
Yesterday at work I was watching the sun set behind Brooks with Mr. Trojan Man (I'm KY girl, he's Trojan Man.. there's also the Everlasting Love and Sexy Momma- I wouldn't ask). I realized then, with the sun setting, that I'm happy. I'm happy despite not having envisaged this as my life and being happy with it. In fact, at the beginning of the semester I would have imagined this and been extremely upset. That made me have a small epiphany. It doesn't matter what happens in the future, because odds are that I'll find a way to survive and be happy.
I don't need to worry so much about every single move I make. I can't predict what's going to happen or what I'll find happiness in. Life is a grand adventure, and I've got the strength of character to go for it.
I feel cleansed.
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