Mar 07, 2004 16:04
long entry that no one will read...;/ so imma keep it shortish.
i was suposed to go hangout outside with samm but idk wtf is going on cuz its been an hour since i talked to her bout it. i hate being alone. sitting here and basically doing nothing, i really wanted to hangout but im almost possitive that wont happen.sitting here makes me think-thinking makes me get upset-im upset now. which sucks
idk wtf is wrong why cant i just b soo happy right now instea of on the verge of screaming n crying!! cant be all smiley cuz i wanted to go outside and i havent gotten a call back, noone is online that i really wanna talk to. theres like no love in my life. my family sucks. whatever. samm call me!!