Dec 08, 2005 20:23
im not gonna update much in here but i will...
Okay...one i dont even know whats going through my head right now.Okay ill start here. my real dads brother just called and he wants to see us.he moved to michigan and i dont know what to do..i havent seen him since i was a little girl.Then my other uncle wants to see me also..(this also includes my sister sam).i think my mom said something about my meeting my grandma.and i think she said my uncles kids or kid something like that and i dont think i want to meet him again until i talk to him..cause i dont know what i will think of the first impressions..you know?..but he said my real dad lives in florida still and if my family starts talking to him..all its gonna remind me of is my fathter...and i dont want to think about him all the time..this is gonna be on my mind for quite a while so please people dont piss me off or make me upset cause ill tell you now i dont know my reaction to things at this point so sorry if i say something and you take it the wrong way.but try not to...i just dont know what to think.should i be happy?..i think im just happy my real father dont live in michigan too.cause that would hurt me more than ever.Just becasue of the fact he hasnt talked to us in forever and he would be moving to michigan..it would piss me off casue he dont know how much pain he caused me and my sister..Well if you have anything to say back just comment..please comment if its about the situtation or not.Love you all.expecially John,A.j,and Julie.<33 you are my family and i dont want to loose you guys.<33 i love you 3 so much.i would jsut die to loose one of you.
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