Feb 28, 2004 22:31
Todays been a day...no more no less. I woke up walked the dogs with a friend, chilled around her house for a bit then came home and tried to help a friend out with him problems.
My friends say I'm depressed! He worries me. He says things that I can all to well relate with but when he says it it does sound depressive. We have too much in commen. Basically we're both looking for what keeps us here and still has no clue. It's really easy to try to talk him threw his problems and help him out, but my advise sounds like I'm just relaying a messege. The same things that a friend says to me I say to him. Some times I need to take my own advise. I'm really worried about him though. I fear if he doesn't find what "keeps" him here he may not do something smart. He'll be fine. He's a fighter...seriousely. He's in the millitary and suicide to him is the really cowardly way out. He has to much pride for that. Thats good. Keeps me from worrying to much.
but hey
I should go take a shower in case my friend wants to do something. I was hoping to scrap book but today I started and I ended up just planning a page. I hope to scrap book a page with my friend tomorrow, but it al good.
time to go wash my hair
take care