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Nov 20, 2004 22:27

okay so yes...

Bret is MIA- showed up for work for about 10 mins. supposedly looked unshaved and unkept. Walked out screaming at everyone. WE all dont know why and cant find him. i feel bad for him. i kinda miss him. i got to know him pretty well. i feel like iwas on the brink of getting seriously attatched. thank the lord he walked out when he did.

Derek tonight at work went on break with me and he was being all interested or something. Then he asks me o
what are u doing tonight.
-nothing i dont think you
ntohign either, lets do something
- sure
okay lets go on a "movie date" [smiles]
-okay sounds like a plan
alright i will call u after i get off of work

he calls. we go over the movies. none are really plaaying this late and i say to him, hey theres nothing really i want to see can we reschedule? hes like sure what are u doing tomorrow? im wokring...so then im like well i have no school thrus- sunday...so hes like yeah we can do something then....

the thing is im totally freaking out. like i missed my chance. did i? but like i didnt wanna go to a movie in the rain, i have the worst headache, im sittl kinda sick, and im so tired. like i didnt wanna force myself to go. did i make the right choice? do ut hink we will see each other this week?

ahhh
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