where'd yu go.. i thought you were my friends.. =/
allright night.. well until i got home. cause well .. i went to work, 430 to 1030. not bad.
then after work i went to sunshine market. got stuff to make cookies. yum. <3
came home and i went downstairs and the dog got into the garbage. horrible mess. so i put in a pizza in the oven. and came upstairs. to find my phone ringing, my father. i went back downstairs and well the damn dog got into the garbage again, even worse. i was on the phone with my fagot father forever. he doesnt listen. god i'm so angry. and then i came upstairs to eat.. and almost died cause i choked on pizza.. worst feeling ever. i threw up a little too. gross. i hate how i feel now.
and shawn's gone, he's staying at kevin's.. its okay though i have his bed all to myself.. heeheeha.
hah, my secret is out. i love you shawn.. and it was too funny.. <3 you babie cakes..
and Lauren :: i dont know why you wont talk to me.. and i guess i'm sorry for whatever it is that i did for you not to talk to me. but i guess whatever, i dont know. i know that shawn and jermery arent talking but shawn wont talk to me about it. so idk. and like i just dont know. but whatever it is.. let me know. until i wont try and talk to you.. sorry.
well.. that's that. and like idk. cause i feel alone. and no offense lauren, but like i never have anyone to talk to. its sad cause like all my friends.. like avoid me or something.. idk. whats wrong with me?
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sometimes people suck badly. i have an eye appointment friday. yuck. tomorrow i HAVE to bake cookies. i am going to make them tonight.. soon. i know it's late. but i'm not tired and couldnt sleep if i tried. tomorrow is wednesday.. i have work 6-1030. suck. well after work i am going to HAVE a ball baking cookies. i might bake some tomorrow afternoon. and get up early. i have to get my car inspected too. =/ .. then thursday is thanksgiving. yum. turkey gobble gobble.
friday. work all day.. well at 2. i am going to shopping with aunt debbie, aunt amy, and aunt dawny. i dont have any money but it'll be nice to spent some time with them. they talk to me.
for some reason i broke down in tears.. can stop crying. i need a tissue.
whatever. i'm out.
peace.
> just to make me smile .. hahah : shawn it was too so funny.. and i love you. sorry. <3 You Tons.