These drugs Ben's on are a bit...disconcerting. He keeps misplacing things. His shirt, his keys, his shorts...okay Hey Dog ran off with those. Again. But he swore he had his keys when he got home. *shrugs* Have dropped a line to
m_allan_sr71 to check in his car just in case.
In any case, Karl let me get away with pretending to be sick so I could stay home with Ben who is fast asleep, again, on the couch here downstairs in the main house. I really need to wake him up, tell him to get dressed before Nicky and Karl get home, but he's all wrapped in blankets and pillows and looks so cozy and is resting comfortably I hate to wake him, even if he is naked under there. You have no idea how it makes me...feel knowing he is under there like that.
Karl's going to fire me, I have a feeling, if I don't go back to work soon. Tomorrow for sure.
Not much else going on, here. Except things I don't want to talk about, between me and Ben.
There's a new Ben hanging around though--left a message for my Ben. This new guy makes me a little nervous. Looked him up on the internet to see what I could find out about him--he sounds okay but can you blame me for being suspicious of anyone new.
I'm not sure I can stand it, oh hell I'll just go lay down with him, just for a little while. Will wake him up before Nicky and Karl get back. Yeah...
Linds