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Ok, so here was MY day: (warning, this is gonna be long)
I got up, and putzed around the house trying to figure out what the hell I needed to do. Went and visited my mom, and got some money for the mall. Went to Jorgenson's, and GOSH DAMN I LOVE THAT PLACE!!! I really think I'm gonna start going there as often as possible. THEN it was mall time w/ Kels and her mom. Well, apparently I need a new wardrobe so I can look sexy. So I can go flirting with lots of cute boys. And Kelsey kept picking out shirt after shirt after pants after skirt after bra. I found some I thought were really cute, some that were just a BIT too raunchy, some that just stunk, some that I liked but were apparently too "peasant-ish" which is what we were trying to stay away from, and some that were just tramp-city. We found a pair of pants that were really nice. I kinda was against getting them, cause I thought "it's summer, who needs pants?" Well silly me, the pants were for COLLEGE. So we got them, and a shirt that I liked. Then, we went and saw The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, which is SUCH a chick flick but it was soo damn good. Well, afterwards we went back to the store, and Kels bought the SAME pants and the SAME shirt. Only in pink. Then off to FYE, where I got some nice Reggae music for my LUAU THIS SUNDAY!!! (woot) Then, we went to Chili's and I had these awesome Lettuce Wraps that reminded me of the ones they serve at Ruby Foo's (my fav. Japanese/Chinese cuisine restaurant). They were good. Then, we went to Sam's Club. Woo. Then it was off to dance class and that was a helluva fun time cause I just got loose and hammed it up with Brian Yak. Then a bunch of us went for ice cream and ran into the sensational Julia, the fabulous Amanda, and their hot friend Alex (from Stroudsburg). Well, we ate our ice cream...I had Jesus as usual (Jesus= a chocolate/peanut butter milkshake w/ extra peanut butter). Then I went and stared at the moon at my fav. spot with my mom and had kind of a euphoria and mom told me that I shouldn't have to try and FIGHT for something that I want, and that if something I want (cough cough) seems to not be working with me, then it's not worth it. Then she reminded me that I'm going to college and that I don't want any of that silly hassle, and I remembered that I really didn't think I'd be able to get the something without the hassle. So I realized that maybe it was just better to move on. (god I hope that makes sense) And just like that...I did. And then I came home and after a nice, long bath while reading Harry Potter IV, I went online and read a touching, awesome livejournal entry by Miss Taryn Carroll that just reminded me so much of what I've been thinking about. And that made me feel better too. So now I'm sitting here in my pj pants and my bra, and my hair all tossed and wet, and for the first time in too too long I really feel happy with who I am. I can never please everyone. But I like myself right now, and I guess that's good enough for me. Being who I am. That's the best I can do.
Oh, and I totally need to hang out with my senior friends more, cause from the sound of it we ALL need to just get away and live it up. So sounds like Miss Hoover's going to be doing some rescuing in the near future... :)
p.s. The bra...yeah, it's my bathing suit top. But they sort of are the same thing, right? :P
p.p.s. Damn, I can't wait for my luau to come. *hells yes*
p.p.p.s. I REEEAALLY need to write to a lot of people....I've been so lazy about it. Bah...(sorry, Kori) :/
I got up, and putzed around the house trying to figure out what the hell I needed to do. Went and visited my mom, and got some money for the mall. Went to Jorgenson's, and GOSH DAMN I LOVE THAT PLACE!!! I really think I'm gonna start going there as often as possible. THEN it was mall time w/ Kels and her mom. Well, apparently I need a new wardrobe so I can look sexy. So I can go flirting with lots of cute boys. And Kelsey kept picking out shirt after shirt after pants after skirt after bra. I found some I thought were really cute, some that were just a BIT too raunchy, some that just stunk, some that I liked but were apparently too "peasant-ish" which is what we were trying to stay away from, and some that were just tramp-city. We found a pair of pants that were really nice. I kinda was against getting them, cause I thought "it's summer, who needs pants?" Well silly me, the pants were for COLLEGE. So we got them, and a shirt that I liked. Then, we went and saw The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, which is SUCH a chick flick but it was soo damn good. Well, afterwards we went back to the store, and Kels bought the SAME pants and the SAME shirt. Only in pink. Then off to FYE, where I got some nice Reggae music for my LUAU THIS SUNDAY!!! (woot) Then, we went to Chili's and I had these awesome Lettuce Wraps that reminded me of the ones they serve at Ruby Foo's (my fav. Japanese/Chinese cuisine restaurant). They were good. Then, we went to Sam's Club. Woo. Then it was off to dance class and that was a helluva fun time cause I just got loose and hammed it up with Brian Yak. Then a bunch of us went for ice cream and ran into the sensational Julia, the fabulous Amanda, and their hot friend Alex (from Stroudsburg). Well, we ate our ice cream...I had Jesus as usual (Jesus= a chocolate/peanut butter milkshake w/ extra peanut butter). Then I went and stared at the moon at my fav. spot with my mom and had kind of a euphoria and mom told me that I shouldn't have to try and FIGHT for something that I want, and that if something I want (cough cough) seems to not be working with me, then it's not worth it. Then she reminded me that I'm going to college and that I don't want any of that silly hassle, and I remembered that I really didn't think I'd be able to get the something without the hassle. So I realized that maybe it was just better to move on. (god I hope that makes sense) And just like that...I did. And then I came home and after a nice, long bath while reading Harry Potter IV, I went online and read a touching, awesome livejournal entry by Miss Taryn Carroll that just reminded me so much of what I've been thinking about. And that made me feel better too. So now I'm sitting here in my pj pants and my bra, and my hair all tossed and wet, and for the first time in too too long I really feel happy with who I am. I can never please everyone. But I like myself right now, and I guess that's good enough for me. Being who I am. That's the best I can do.
Oh, and I totally need to hang out with my senior friends more, cause from the sound of it we ALL need to just get away and live it up. So sounds like Miss Hoover's going to be doing some rescuing in the near future... :)
p.s. The bra...yeah, it's my bathing suit top. But they sort of are the same thing, right? :P
p.p.s. Damn, I can't wait for my luau to come. *hells yes*
p.p.p.s. I REEEAALLY need to write to a lot of people....I've been so lazy about it. Bah...(sorry, Kori) :/