Oh my....she updates

Jul 28, 2003 00:24

I know, I know. I haven't updated in a little bit - I'm sorry for that. I've been busy moving into the house, and making it home. I'm just getting settled right now, and I'm absolutely loving it. I get so happy just walking through my house, and admiring how everything looks so wonderful where it is, and how everything looks.. newer? Changed, perhaps. It's a good change, though.. This house is like a symbol of newfound strength, and it just makes me feel like everything is going to be okay. I don't even mind doing the dishes anymore - I'm almost excited to do them. I'll get to do them in my new sink, and put them in my new dishwasher, and put them away in my new cabinets. Everything is new, and everything is a fresh start. Everything is going to be okay, because this house is my strength, now. I've been taking a lot of 'me' time, lately also. I'm enjoying what my home has to offer, and during that time, I've also just been refreshing myself along with it, so that's one of the reasons why I've been a bit anti-social lately. I've just been taking the time to deal with myself, and relax into my surroundings, which I'm really enjoying.

Matt has actually managed to convince me that I need to get out of the house though, and we have plans to go horseback riding at a place he knows about, that he said is really nice. I'm excited to go - I love horses, and I haven't been horseback riding in forever. It's just a great way to relax, and you get so in touch with nature, and of course you're just stunned with the beauty of everything. I'm excited, I think it's a great idea, especially since pretty soon I'm going to start promoting "Le Divorce", which comes out next month. I'm pretty excited about it, and I love the movie, but I feel a little rushed into it, considering I just got back from the press rush for "Alex and Emma". I don't know, I guess I wish I had a little bit longer in between to actually fully enjoy all the attention that the movies earn, instead of feeling like I'm just plain old promoting it, etc. We'll see how everything turns out though. :-)

I have been really thinking about someone tonight. Someone that is really special in my life.I'm really grateful for his friendship - it means a lot to me, and I really care about him. I honestly don't know what I would do without him there, sometimes, and I'm just thankful for when he is. I just hope sometimes, that I can be as much help and friend to him, as he is to me, and I hope that I listen half as well as he does...

Speaking of great friends, I also miss Liv.. We never really seem to talk anymore, and I miss that a lot, too. She's my best friend, and I wish I saw more of her. Ever since her breaking up with Orlando.. I don't know how to be there for her - or maybe I just feel like she won't let me be. Things are so different, now - things have changed. I wish that they would get back to normal, because I miss my best friend - I miss my sister.

Enough from me tonight...you can find me on Almost Hudson if you wanna chat. :)
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