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Me and Marc are better. We are working things out now. I'm basically showing him if you hold on to sand too tight it will slip away. And if he loves me as much as he says he does, he won't hold me too tight and let me slip away. I am very happy. So I have ALL A's!!! I am so proud of myself. Mrs. Wheeler says my sociology work stands out above all the rest of the class. WOW. And the first speech that I gave in speech class I got a 97% A. I'm fucking awesome. I'm SUPRE EFFING EXCITED to hang out with SIEARA AND BEAN ON FRIDAY!!! Last weekend I went to go see Teness and Caden. Me and Marc stayed for like an hour and a half. I held that beautiful little baby the whole time. I was still nervous, but not as much as before. I tried to wake him up so hard because I wanted to see his beautiful little perfect eyes! He kept making pissy faces, lol me and Teness laughed about it. Then finally, he opened his eyes when I started singing to him. I thought it was so spectuliar. So I kept singing and eventually he woke up. Oh my goodness I was in love and so amazed. It was the first time I had seen him with his eyes open and I about cried. After that we went to Marc's sisters house, Leah, in Sterling Heights. We drove past the hospital Steven was at. It was horrible. I felt my chest sink in. Enough of that though. I watched The Notebook at her house and fucking SOBBED my eyes out. Marc held me...AWWWWWEEEEE!!! It was the saddest movie I have EVER SEEN IN MY FUCKING LIFE. It seriously makes A Walk to Remember seem funny. Not even kidding. Sunday we walked aimlessly around Wal*Mart and Sieara fucking scarred the shit out of me. All of a sudden I heard screaming and then this thing was hugging me!!! Then I realised it was Sieara (I hope I'm spelling that right) and I did a little flip out myself. haha. So we made plans for the weekend with Bean. And I'm going to call one of them right now actually, because I have nothing more to talk about...other than, life rocks today.