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So this is the THIRD time I am going to type this out. The first time, my mom Xed it out. Then the second time I accidently did. Glad I'm a dumbass...yupp.
Seth Kottney and I befriended each other today in fourth hour, lol, strange, I know. He thought I hated him. Are you kidding me? I have never even talked to him in like my whole life. I wonder how many other people think that I dislike them. I explained that to him, that I don't hate people I dislike them. So...wanna hear something funny? He asked me if I had a job and I said no and he was like "Really? You should come work with me" "Where do you work?" "American Eagle." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Yeah right I am not attractive enough to work there, not to mention the fact that I don't have a car OR liscense because I am sweet like that. Plus the only clothes I own from there is a hoodie and some jeans. Hes a nice guys though, pretty polite from what I saw. It was nice to FUCKING TALK TO SOMEONE AND NOT BE INVISABLE.
I also talked to Dan Kenny today. Hes a VERY nice person. I told him that I have been wanting to go sit at his lunch table for the past few days. He asked why I didn't just walk up and sit down and I told him that I was scarred that they would all jude me because I don't look like them, because I don't dress gothic. And he was like "You'll find that out of all those other groups, we're the least judgmental and the nicest group of people you'll meet." Gothing people are goth because at some point in their life they have experianced a tradgey, or have been betrayed by people. (Marc) Not all goths are mean and depressed...just like not all preps are happy and stuck up. I told Dan that most of the people that I hang out with outside of school are pretty much goth or metal heads. Those people are some of my best friends. So really, thats where I feel like I belong. Because although I don't dress like it...I have the outlook, or personality...whatever you'd like to call it. Anyone who is really close to me knows that. I cannot stand to conversate with simple minded people anymore! I could name a few....but I won't. And most goth's are very complex minded and I love that. So I told Dan that maybe I'll sit with them on Monday.
Well my back fucking hurts...and I'm tired. GAY...its only 10 fucking 36! I can't even make it to midnight! When Marc picks me up at 6 tomorrow...I won't be able to go back to sleep because I am used to getting up around that time now!
PS I have to go to nightschool FUCKING BULLSHIT
Seth Kottney and I befriended each other today in fourth hour, lol, strange, I know. He thought I hated him. Are you kidding me? I have never even talked to him in like my whole life. I wonder how many other people think that I dislike them. I explained that to him, that I don't hate people I dislike them. So...wanna hear something funny? He asked me if I had a job and I said no and he was like "Really? You should come work with me" "Where do you work?" "American Eagle." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Yeah right I am not attractive enough to work there, not to mention the fact that I don't have a car OR liscense because I am sweet like that. Plus the only clothes I own from there is a hoodie and some jeans. Hes a nice guys though, pretty polite from what I saw. It was nice to FUCKING TALK TO SOMEONE AND NOT BE INVISABLE.
I also talked to Dan Kenny today. Hes a VERY nice person. I told him that I have been wanting to go sit at his lunch table for the past few days. He asked why I didn't just walk up and sit down and I told him that I was scarred that they would all jude me because I don't look like them, because I don't dress gothic. And he was like "You'll find that out of all those other groups, we're the least judgmental and the nicest group of people you'll meet." Gothing people are goth because at some point in their life they have experianced a tradgey, or have been betrayed by people. (Marc) Not all goths are mean and depressed...just like not all preps are happy and stuck up. I told Dan that most of the people that I hang out with outside of school are pretty much goth or metal heads. Those people are some of my best friends. So really, thats where I feel like I belong. Because although I don't dress like it...I have the outlook, or personality...whatever you'd like to call it. Anyone who is really close to me knows that. I cannot stand to conversate with simple minded people anymore! I could name a few....but I won't. And most goth's are very complex minded and I love that. So I told Dan that maybe I'll sit with them on Monday.
Well my back fucking hurts...and I'm tired. GAY...its only 10 fucking 36! I can't even make it to midnight! When Marc picks me up at 6 tomorrow...I won't be able to go back to sleep because I am used to getting up around that time now!
PS I have to go to nightschool FUCKING BULLSHIT