To Be Real...
But I wanna go home. Maybe I'm surrounded by a million people, but I wanna go home. I'm lucky I know, but I wanna go home...
So, I'm home untl Jaunary 7th. Nice. I didn't really like coming home all that much until this year, but everybody already knows that. Sometimes I wish that I still wanted to be and only be at school, but that's not the case anymore. Oh well, what can you do? The thing I really miss is sleeping next to Keith, even if his sleep apnea drives me crazy. It just feels good to be home.
Burn the past and feel heat of the future...
Next semester plans to be a bitch. 8 a.m. classes every Monday and Wednesday, and then because CMU is a bitch, one of my classes, mind you the one I REALLY need to take, got changed to Thursday nights until 9:30. And I'll miss Keith's roommate Chris since he graduted! :[ But what can I do? Nothing. I have actually began considering switching a freaking gain. Maybe nursing? But I would still stay up there for at least next year since I signed my lease, and I don't want to leave just yet! MMCC (the community college) up there has nursing, so it all works out. I just have to decide before classes start this semester, so it's going to be difficult. One day I want to stay in Speech therapy and then the next I want to be a nurse. So far, I have one Speech Therapy and three nurse votes. I still need to talk to Bri Bri and get her opinion. She'll probably want me to stay in CDO, which on today, I don't want to. But yesterday I did! I'll never decide.
In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days, I'll always feel the same way. Just remember that you'll always be my babies... I
I babysat my baby loves on Saturday, and I fell in love again. They always make me happy. They have never hurt me or let me down, they just make me smile more than ever when I am with them. But that's what babies do. I can't wait until I'm married and have babies. That's all I have ever wanted since I was little. Someday, someday.
Don't you know that all the fairytales tell a lie? Real love and real life isn't perfect. Maybe every little piece of the puzzle doesn't fit perfectly. Love can be rough around the edges, tearin at the seams. Honey, if it's good enough for you, it's good enough for me...
Keith and I are doing really well. We still have little tiffs here and there. We are still in love, and I couldn't be happier. This is our first Christmas together, and I want it to be a good one. I have been walking endlessly at every store looking for the best gift, and I see nothing. I have one thing, ONE thing for him! *big sigh* I don't know what to get him. I wish I did. Oh well, he should love anything I give him! Not that I would ever dare get him a big fluffy teddy bear that says something like "Honeybear" on it. But anyways, besides gifts, everything with him is falling into place and I just love it. Okay enough of the cheesy stuff.
Okay, I guess that is a big enough update. Ciao!
So, I'm home untl Jaunary 7th. Nice. I didn't really like coming home all that much until this year, but everybody already knows that. Sometimes I wish that I still wanted to be and only be at school, but that's not the case anymore. Oh well, what can you do? The thing I really miss is sleeping next to Keith, even if his sleep apnea drives me crazy. It just feels good to be home.
Burn the past and feel heat of the future...
Next semester plans to be a bitch. 8 a.m. classes every Monday and Wednesday, and then because CMU is a bitch, one of my classes, mind you the one I REALLY need to take, got changed to Thursday nights until 9:30. And I'll miss Keith's roommate Chris since he graduted! :[ But what can I do? Nothing. I have actually began considering switching a freaking gain. Maybe nursing? But I would still stay up there for at least next year since I signed my lease, and I don't want to leave just yet! MMCC (the community college) up there has nursing, so it all works out. I just have to decide before classes start this semester, so it's going to be difficult. One day I want to stay in Speech therapy and then the next I want to be a nurse. So far, I have one Speech Therapy and three nurse votes. I still need to talk to Bri Bri and get her opinion. She'll probably want me to stay in CDO, which on today, I don't want to. But yesterday I did! I'll never decide.
In the sunlight or the rain, brightest nights or darkest days, I'll always feel the same way. Just remember that you'll always be my babies... I
I babysat my baby loves on Saturday, and I fell in love again. They always make me happy. They have never hurt me or let me down, they just make me smile more than ever when I am with them. But that's what babies do. I can't wait until I'm married and have babies. That's all I have ever wanted since I was little. Someday, someday.
Don't you know that all the fairytales tell a lie? Real love and real life isn't perfect. Maybe every little piece of the puzzle doesn't fit perfectly. Love can be rough around the edges, tearin at the seams. Honey, if it's good enough for you, it's good enough for me...
Keith and I are doing really well. We still have little tiffs here and there. We are still in love, and I couldn't be happier. This is our first Christmas together, and I want it to be a good one. I have been walking endlessly at every store looking for the best gift, and I see nothing. I have one thing, ONE thing for him! *big sigh* I don't know what to get him. I wish I did. Oh well, he should love anything I give him! Not that I would ever dare get him a big fluffy teddy bear that says something like "Honeybear" on it. But anyways, besides gifts, everything with him is falling into place and I just love it. Okay enough of the cheesy stuff.
Okay, I guess that is a big enough update. Ciao!