Sep 28, 2006 01:45
I got depressed
so i ate
ican't believe it. i ate and ate for some time now
i cant even tell anyone how much i weigh...
from now on ill only eat small meals when im hungry, no more than 1200 cals a day
where did my strength go, i need someone here
over 140 pounds? and last year i was 118? It can't be
and my skin exploded, im so stressed out and im yelling at everyone and crying every night
i missed lj, and im going to post some food/diary/feeling entries starting tomorrow and beyond
I miss a world where I can at least relate to someone, anyone