i used to get away so much....
hmm...this past week has been a complete emotional roller coaster.. same cliches running thru my head all week... everything happens for a reason...this is for the best..stay strong...keep yourself busy...blah blah blah... as true as they may be, at the time they weren't much comfort..but like they said, there really isn't anything good about breakups..i don't think it's suppose to be good... at the end, everything fell into place anyway...well actually i'm not so sure...i have no problem getting over it, but for some odd reason, i can't seem to let go... to some people this might be the exact same thing but it's not.. i'm over the break up.there are no tears, resenment, or even anger in me...but the letting go part? hmm..seems so much harder this time around, and i don't exactly know why...letting go of something good is never easy...the idea of moving on seems so far fetched to me..but what if there really is something or someone better out there for me? but faith and hope has me holding on to something...something that's not even there...but isn't that exactly what faith is? i'm not sure if that's suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing..i don't want to keep holding on and end up missing out on something good...all i know is for now, the most important thing is me.i figured, the more confident i am in knowing myself, the more confident i will be in knowing the kind of guy i would want to be with.besides, everything happens for a reason right...