Apr 23, 2005 14:41
all week at school i felt like i was watching myself in a movie and couldn't control what was happening. It just felt sureal. I blame taks. In the hall I stoped thinking and talking to myself. Instead I listened to what other people were saying. It was so funny. One time two people staring singing "build me up buttercup baby just to let me down..."you know the rest...anyway they were singing it and laughing. Then it made me laugh, which was kind of akward since I was walking alone.
Thursday night I went with Eliotte to see moments in tragedy. They are so amazing and I love that JD kid, he is so nice. I met abunch of Eliotte's regan friends and for the most part they were pretty nice. Chelc, sally and Melissa ended up being there too. I should have been really happy since the only person I knew was Eliotte and I was, but then I just kind of felt replaced. Don't ask why, I just did.
I hate change. I wish I was nieve. I wish that people didn't feel sorry for me.
I watched this movie Cherish with my sister and Laruen. It was fun and I really liked the movie...everyone should see it. I think tonight we are going to watch Ghost World, which I also haven't seen. Hope its good.
God Bless, peace out.