This, too, shall pass
I am so frustrated right now that I probably shouldn't be updating, but I must since I have not had access to the internet for a week and a half.
We moved into our new home. [insert "huzzahs" here]
We still don't have phone or internet, which sucks, but whatever.
And my t-mobile bill is very large, due to some miscommunication with a douchebag at the flagship store named Jason or Jonathan who fucked me over.
My biggest concern right now is the fact that I didn't get an aid package from Barnard.
Apparently, my dad (although he filled out the CSS Non-Custodial Parent Profile) did not see fit to send in his W-2s or Tax Return, even though he promised me, in writing, that he would. (I have since sent proof of this to Barnard.) Since my file has been deemed "incomplete" no one had even BOTHERED to look at it over at the Office of Financial Aid, which really makes me feel like a fucking number and a not a PERSON, which is why I chose Barnard in the first freaking place.
But whatever.
So now I'm working with one of the heads of the Financial Aid Office to help sort this mess out and while I'm VERY hopeful, I STILL have to get my dad to send in his freaking paperwork, and if he doesn't I AM SCREWED.
AGAIN!!!!
And I certainly can't defer for another year NOR can I get a loan for $42,000... so what's a girl to do? At this rate, I can't even afford the UW, so I guess I'm going to community college?!?!?! WTF, mate.
I am NOT a happy camper.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
It's bad enough to have a bipolarpsychotic stepfather and a dad who doesn't care and have to contribute the money I'm making for school to things like groceries and bills... but now this, a freaking REPEAT of the past. Whywhywhywhy. Mother fucker.
That is all.
We moved into our new home. [insert "huzzahs" here]
We still don't have phone or internet, which sucks, but whatever.
And my t-mobile bill is very large, due to some miscommunication with a douchebag at the flagship store named Jason or Jonathan who fucked me over.
My biggest concern right now is the fact that I didn't get an aid package from Barnard.
Apparently, my dad (although he filled out the CSS Non-Custodial Parent Profile) did not see fit to send in his W-2s or Tax Return, even though he promised me, in writing, that he would. (I have since sent proof of this to Barnard.) Since my file has been deemed "incomplete" no one had even BOTHERED to look at it over at the Office of Financial Aid, which really makes me feel like a fucking number and a not a PERSON, which is why I chose Barnard in the first freaking place.
But whatever.
So now I'm working with one of the heads of the Financial Aid Office to help sort this mess out and while I'm VERY hopeful, I STILL have to get my dad to send in his freaking paperwork, and if he doesn't I AM SCREWED.
AGAIN!!!!
And I certainly can't defer for another year NOR can I get a loan for $42,000... so what's a girl to do? At this rate, I can't even afford the UW, so I guess I'm going to community college?!?!?! WTF, mate.
I am NOT a happy camper.
MY LIFE SUCKS.
It's bad enough to have a bipolarpsychotic stepfather and a dad who doesn't care and have to contribute the money I'm making for school to things like groceries and bills... but now this, a freaking REPEAT of the past. Whywhywhywhy. Mother fucker.
That is all.