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So idk whats really going to happen with this relationship. We are so up and down it's ridiculous. A few days after my last post. Andrew got mad and tried to pull his silent treatment thing on me like he does when he's mad and i flipped. I told him if he didn't say something to me then i was leaving, because i am sick of you making me feel like shit everytime you get mad over stupid shit. And then i just told him everything. About how he made me feel like i wasn't enough. How i felt ignored. How i deserved to feel like he loved me and i didn't. And i cried and he did too. And then i packed a bag and was going to go stay at my dads for a few days. It didn't happen. I ended up staying. But it was nice to vent. Idk whats gonna happen with us yet.