if i were a painter i would paint my memmories and climb in side the swirling skies to be with you
right now i'm in my room naked...because i cant figure out what to wear to this stupied masqarade party for english!! i tried on a jeanie costum that looked really really cute....it was just a little to revealing lol but yea i think i'm just gonna wear this poodle skirt....that looks so dorky. grr...but oh well and my school shirt...or an angel..idont kno...
any way i 'm wweird...i have major problems...alex knows what i'm talking about...and alex...i doubt it...u have to prove it. until then i plan to be a depressed bitch. kristy said i was pmsing shes probablly right...i hope she is...cause if not...i'm gonna die...all alone. because i'll have become such a bitch every one hates me.
moving on to somthing less...bitchy
tomorrow is wends. and i have piano then meliss and i and i'm not sure who else are gonna go to harbor house...or yea that place to talk to them about ..."the thing" that we are doing. and yea thats about it for tomorrow
thrusday i'm gonna go see a movie with tammy i still have to ask rob if he wants to go...(hmm alex...proof...thats all i have to say about that) but yea i was gonna spend then night at her house thursday but i have to watch sarah friday so blah. yea blah. and Grr..and ugh and all those other three to four letter words that arent really words. so instead we are just gonna go to the moives and then saturday she and i are gonna go bowing and rob is coming to yay :) (alex:....hmm....doesnt care....or so he said so its left up to me...PROOF!) and then the rest of my spring break so be boring and monotonous. manily because my life is blah...and yea cause i have to watch my sister all the time...does my mom not kno the term paid baby sitter. preferably one that is not ME! ugh grr.
and the worst thing that happened all week .... i lost the bracelet robert bought me. OMG i felt and still feel so awful....i'm gonna find it weather it kills me...i swear...i just might kill me to...but yea i wish i knew what happened to it...i'm gonna check in the office tomorrow maybe a janitor left it there....(are u readers out there shakin ur heads no...because ur thinking how unlikely that is that a janitor actually would turn it in because they are kind hearted ppl....? are u? well good so am i) but hey hope floats.
hmm....besides that lets see...nope thats it..my life is dull...boring...and pointless...i will finish high school begin college, acquire a boring desk job in some office building in new youk or chicago become a professional business women with out any life and cry so much i could hydrate half the world in one day...(alex:that would be because of that thing *wink wink* yea that). and hate it. for the rest of known life. and then, i will die, and i will go to hell because with my luck my life will have been so incrediably dull and pointless that it will be thought of as a sin and i wll rot in hell.
well glad i got that out of my system.
(alex...this is starting to scare me...did u just read what i typed....^^^^ whoa. that is definetly because of the whole "thing" i hope i'm wrong. what u said was nice and all but i need...yes...heres that word again. "proof" yes that one. cause what if i'm right...huh huh?! what am i gonna do...die...thats what i'm gonna do...the only good thing is ...is that i'll skip the whole highschool college boring desk job...no life part...and just skip to death...isnt that just SUPER!....by the way remember what we we were talkin about...earlier...yea of course u do...well your one of those people...u kno the four..just to let you kno ;) ...)
any way i love you all very much but please leave me the hell alone...yes i kno this is a weird entry but dont ask about it...bc me being the bitchy mood that i'm permetly stuck in will automatically bite your head off....so yea i wouldnt ask.
good night and good bye.
-andrea
any way i 'm wweird...i have major problems...alex knows what i'm talking about...and alex...i doubt it...u have to prove it. until then i plan to be a depressed bitch. kristy said i was pmsing shes probablly right...i hope she is...cause if not...i'm gonna die...all alone. because i'll have become such a bitch every one hates me.
moving on to somthing less...bitchy
tomorrow is wends. and i have piano then meliss and i and i'm not sure who else are gonna go to harbor house...or yea that place to talk to them about ..."the thing" that we are doing. and yea thats about it for tomorrow
thrusday i'm gonna go see a movie with tammy i still have to ask rob if he wants to go...(hmm alex...proof...thats all i have to say about that) but yea i was gonna spend then night at her house thursday but i have to watch sarah friday so blah. yea blah. and Grr..and ugh and all those other three to four letter words that arent really words. so instead we are just gonna go to the moives and then saturday she and i are gonna go bowing and rob is coming to yay :) (alex:....hmm....doesnt care....or so he said so its left up to me...PROOF!) and then the rest of my spring break so be boring and monotonous. manily because my life is blah...and yea cause i have to watch my sister all the time...does my mom not kno the term paid baby sitter. preferably one that is not ME! ugh grr.
and the worst thing that happened all week .... i lost the bracelet robert bought me. OMG i felt and still feel so awful....i'm gonna find it weather it kills me...i swear...i just might kill me to...but yea i wish i knew what happened to it...i'm gonna check in the office tomorrow maybe a janitor left it there....(are u readers out there shakin ur heads no...because ur thinking how unlikely that is that a janitor actually would turn it in because they are kind hearted ppl....? are u? well good so am i) but hey hope floats.
hmm....besides that lets see...nope thats it..my life is dull...boring...and pointless...i will finish high school begin college, acquire a boring desk job in some office building in new youk or chicago become a professional business women with out any life and cry so much i could hydrate half the world in one day...(alex:that would be because of that thing *wink wink* yea that). and hate it. for the rest of known life. and then, i will die, and i will go to hell because with my luck my life will have been so incrediably dull and pointless that it will be thought of as a sin and i wll rot in hell.
well glad i got that out of my system.
(alex...this is starting to scare me...did u just read what i typed....^^^^ whoa. that is definetly because of the whole "thing" i hope i'm wrong. what u said was nice and all but i need...yes...heres that word again. "proof" yes that one. cause what if i'm right...huh huh?! what am i gonna do...die...thats what i'm gonna do...the only good thing is ...is that i'll skip the whole highschool college boring desk job...no life part...and just skip to death...isnt that just SUPER!....by the way remember what we we were talkin about...earlier...yea of course u do...well your one of those people...u kno the four..just to let you kno ;) ...)
any way i love you all very much but please leave me the hell alone...yes i kno this is a weird entry but dont ask about it...bc me being the bitchy mood that i'm permetly stuck in will automatically bite your head off....so yea i wouldnt ask.
good night and good bye.
-andrea