life.
We are so different. No matter how I much I miss you,
it won't be enough to want you; to be right for you.
First of all, I slept close to 3AM and woke up at 6AM. I also had a 24 minute nap. Pardon me if this is full of nonsense.
Dreams are dreams. Reality is reality. Ever wonder what would happen if you chose a different path in life? How much different would your life be? I always think that. Then, I realize that it's just thinking. I am honestly happy with how things turned out to be. I'm still hoping for November. Everything I ever dreamed of hangs on this tiny string of hope. I just wish it wasn't thought of so business-like. I may not be cheesy all the time, but I am a girl. I need romantic. HA! That bit me in the ass...