Oct 03, 2007 00:47
living alone pretty much blows. i go entire days with out speaking out loud.
but my mind is racing a million miles a minute with conerns about money and the fact that im def the kind of person who needs physical contact with other living beings. god do i miss the feeling of someone coming up behind me and giving me a hug.
theres this guy i really like, of course. hes awesome but flakey at best. he seems to really dig me too but i cant get any time with him. he says hes just busy and not playing games.
im also feeling very flu like today and at first i thought i was really sick but now i think its my period, which makes perfect sense since i feel like shit emotionally as well.
even when i'm sober it sucks to realize that no one in the world is thinking about me