Stop worrying so much
Dear You,
All i ask is that you live so that you are happy. Nothing more and nothing less. What happened to the person you yourself knew and loved? The one who didnt care about what anyone else thought. That "people" were just the quiet audience who didnt matter to you. The extras in the movie made just for you. Whatever happened to her? Where did she go? You've been so occupied in your thought about how much the things you do will affect the way people around you see you. But what does that really matter? What the fuck does it matter what they think. If you're happy then go be happy. It shouldn't matter what the people around you say about it.
It shouldn't. But it does to you now doesn't. Like everyone else. Be more subtle and calm and school, so that you don't look like a dweeb. Control yourself, so people wont think you're slutty. Be silent, be careful you don't say the wrong thing, something stupid. Act the part and the audience knows the character. That's how life is. You are an actor on this world and everything you are and everything they see is who they portray you to be. Even before they hear you speak.
Please, for the good of your soul, stop wondering whos eyes are on you at that moment. Stop worrying about what they are thinking. What rumors are going through their minds as you walk past them. What stupid errored thoughts they may have.
Please. Just be happy. Stop worrying. Get on with your life.
Go play.
Me
All i ask is that you live so that you are happy. Nothing more and nothing less. What happened to the person you yourself knew and loved? The one who didnt care about what anyone else thought. That "people" were just the quiet audience who didnt matter to you. The extras in the movie made just for you. Whatever happened to her? Where did she go? You've been so occupied in your thought about how much the things you do will affect the way people around you see you. But what does that really matter? What the fuck does it matter what they think. If you're happy then go be happy. It shouldn't matter what the people around you say about it.
It shouldn't. But it does to you now doesn't. Like everyone else. Be more subtle and calm and school, so that you don't look like a dweeb. Control yourself, so people wont think you're slutty. Be silent, be careful you don't say the wrong thing, something stupid. Act the part and the audience knows the character. That's how life is. You are an actor on this world and everything you are and everything they see is who they portray you to be. Even before they hear you speak.
Please, for the good of your soul, stop wondering whos eyes are on you at that moment. Stop worrying about what they are thinking. What rumors are going through their minds as you walk past them. What stupid errored thoughts they may have.
Please. Just be happy. Stop worrying. Get on with your life.
Go play.
Me