out of boredom im twirling my hair like a blonde girl...
so i have about three hours before work. there is absolutely nothing to watch on tv. im supposed to be doing laundry and figuring out a few things before going to houston, such as tuition payment, books, christmas gifts, etc. etc.
i'm paranoid. i keep thinking he'll show up at my apartment unexpectedly or call my apartment. i know we tried to work things out after all those problems happened earlier this year. but i dont think i want to keep him in my life. and i dont see it as a friendship worth saving. i feel so bad for him and all the things that i've put him through and all the things that he's going through. so to me that makes me think... well i might have to just back out. i dont know its a complicated situation. thinking about it makes it worse. trying to type it out makes it worse. i just wanna forget about it. so why cant he?
everythings going good with me and rob. we went to easton mall last night and walked around enjoying the christmas lights and decorations. we also watched national treasure, which i guess to me was kinda interesting. after that we went grocery shopping at krogers. and i guess rob is right. i get very irritated when i grocery shop. and i have no clue why.
thanks maridu and tynisha for the comments <3 =D
i'm paranoid. i keep thinking he'll show up at my apartment unexpectedly or call my apartment. i know we tried to work things out after all those problems happened earlier this year. but i dont think i want to keep him in my life. and i dont see it as a friendship worth saving. i feel so bad for him and all the things that i've put him through and all the things that he's going through. so to me that makes me think... well i might have to just back out. i dont know its a complicated situation. thinking about it makes it worse. trying to type it out makes it worse. i just wanna forget about it. so why cant he?
everythings going good with me and rob. we went to easton mall last night and walked around enjoying the christmas lights and decorations. we also watched national treasure, which i guess to me was kinda interesting. after that we went grocery shopping at krogers. and i guess rob is right. i get very irritated when i grocery shop. and i have no clue why.
thanks maridu and tynisha for the comments <3 =D