Back to where I should be.
If anyone even realised that I'm gone, hello, I'm back.
I am posting this because POD2 just ended, and I didn't even realise that my last post was actually on my birthday. A good 3 months ago, heh.
A lot has happened in these three months, or rather, nothing has happened as well. Everything was still the same, it is just endless stream of work and endless procrastinating thoughts. But for today, I've finally put down something else and move on to another.
What are you thinking about? HAHA.
POD2 is finally over. My work isn't exactly good but I am kind of proud of myself for completing this and proving myself that it is not impossible to do y own arrangement although it would take very long and I probably give up halfway if I do it on my own, but still, I completed my own arrangement, YAY. :D
I probably remember why did I leave this blog alone for a while, but I am not exactly sure now. Probably because my life at that point of time was worthless to record down, but what does it do if some things are etched in your mind forever already?
I still sound like some emo fuck don't I? Well, I think I'm getting better, or at least I think so. I am inching out of my cave a little by little, but I am reluctant to leave because SHINee is there, hahahaha.
Talked to Peixiu a few times last week about all these stuff, and she did make a point about attitude. If I convince myself that I feel like shit every day, then I will really feel like shit. So why not try to be happy and make new friends instead? Well, not exactly new friends because I have known them for around 3 years, but rather, get to know other people better.
Damn, my eyes are getting heavier and heavier by the moment. The result of not sleeping to do work, heh. Somehow I felt like it paid off, so I am glad. And also, today morning I am energized by my mom's pat on the head, kekeke.
I want to feel like a kid again. I want to feel like a little sister. Too bad I can't get my mum to give birth to an elder brother for me now, kekekeke.
Whoever who reads this, next time you see me, treat me like a kid? :D
I think I want to take a short nap for now, but I don't know how. Oh well. Was I rhyming everything just now? :X
Song song song. Somehow writing in English seems a little less intimidating already, :X
I am posting this because POD2 just ended, and I didn't even realise that my last post was actually on my birthday. A good 3 months ago, heh.
A lot has happened in these three months, or rather, nothing has happened as well. Everything was still the same, it is just endless stream of work and endless procrastinating thoughts. But for today, I've finally put down something else and move on to another.
What are you thinking about? HAHA.
POD2 is finally over. My work isn't exactly good but I am kind of proud of myself for completing this and proving myself that it is not impossible to do y own arrangement although it would take very long and I probably give up halfway if I do it on my own, but still, I completed my own arrangement, YAY. :D
I probably remember why did I leave this blog alone for a while, but I am not exactly sure now. Probably because my life at that point of time was worthless to record down, but what does it do if some things are etched in your mind forever already?
I still sound like some emo fuck don't I? Well, I think I'm getting better, or at least I think so. I am inching out of my cave a little by little, but I am reluctant to leave because SHINee is there, hahahaha.
Talked to Peixiu a few times last week about all these stuff, and she did make a point about attitude. If I convince myself that I feel like shit every day, then I will really feel like shit. So why not try to be happy and make new friends instead? Well, not exactly new friends because I have known them for around 3 years, but rather, get to know other people better.
Damn, my eyes are getting heavier and heavier by the moment. The result of not sleeping to do work, heh. Somehow I felt like it paid off, so I am glad. And also, today morning I am energized by my mom's pat on the head, kekeke.
I want to feel like a kid again. I want to feel like a little sister. Too bad I can't get my mum to give birth to an elder brother for me now, kekekeke.
Whoever who reads this, next time you see me, treat me like a kid? :D
I think I want to take a short nap for now, but I don't know how. Oh well. Was I rhyming everything just now? :X
Song song song. Somehow writing in English seems a little less intimidating already, :X