When everything falls out of place into position.
First of all, to start all this off:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE LAM (28/03) AND CHRIS CHENG (29/03)! (:
Yes, again, I have not been blogging loyally. Actually, too many things have happened that I want to blog about, but I am always just too lazy to touch the computer anymore. Yup, thats it, lazy to touch the computer.
Anyway, CMCC's AP script is done, gave them out during CMCC Training camp. Its like a zomg-its-finally-done kind of thing, but I still have stuff to do, like to write proper songs for all of my cast members to sing at the designated areas. Songwriting, this better be good.
Songwriting reminds me of year 3, and also results. Yup results was out this wednesday, and boy am I laughing out loudly about it. HAHA. I have got higher grades than I expected, and so, I hope everything will stay like this for year 3.
Bull shit, hoping doesn't help, work for it.
So many, so many things to do. Gah and I am damn tired. Okay partly because I woke up at 6plus am tdy, but that is not the point at all. I want to be readyyyyy. I want to do stuff. I want to do so many things. But I am procrastinating. But I am an idiot. But I am still not doing anything.
That day I discussed about the AP studio album issue with Dingchao over MSN, and it left me thinking. I know I have a lot of things to do, but did I just add more work to myself? This is a dream, a very good portfolio, a very impressive milestone for CMCC as well. But, is it worth it? Even when it is meant to be charity, is it worth it at all?
The treasurers will tell me that its not. Dream-ers will tell me to go ahead. But, is it worthy? For the time, and effort, to in return receive meagre amounts of money. I know people will tell me that, "Its the satisfaction!" But hey fuck you, try spending all your time on it.
Unfortunately I belong to the Dream-ers. I want to do this, to make it real. To make it big scale, and impressive enough for the whole of SP to see, and to the whole of Singapore and the world, that nothing can stop young teens to fufiling their dream. But oh well you'll tell me, is it worth it at all.
I'm tired. I give up. Screw all this and go to bed, bitch. And oh yes, I almost forgot the outing tmr with the CMCC girls. And I thought I will be heading down to school to ask Johnny for a KMob for thursday training. Pffft. Email? Somehow it seems rude though. Sigh.
Anyway I like my ironic title.
and please tell me that i matter to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE LAM (28/03) AND CHRIS CHENG (29/03)! (:
Yes, again, I have not been blogging loyally. Actually, too many things have happened that I want to blog about, but I am always just too lazy to touch the computer anymore. Yup, thats it, lazy to touch the computer.
Anyway, CMCC's AP script is done, gave them out during CMCC Training camp. Its like a zomg-its-finally-done kind of thing, but I still have stuff to do, like to write proper songs for all of my cast members to sing at the designated areas. Songwriting, this better be good.
Songwriting reminds me of year 3, and also results. Yup results was out this wednesday, and boy am I laughing out loudly about it. HAHA. I have got higher grades than I expected, and so, I hope everything will stay like this for year 3.
Bull shit, hoping doesn't help, work for it.
So many, so many things to do. Gah and I am damn tired. Okay partly because I woke up at 6plus am tdy, but that is not the point at all. I want to be readyyyyy. I want to do stuff. I want to do so many things. But I am procrastinating. But I am an idiot. But I am still not doing anything.
That day I discussed about the AP studio album issue with Dingchao over MSN, and it left me thinking. I know I have a lot of things to do, but did I just add more work to myself? This is a dream, a very good portfolio, a very impressive milestone for CMCC as well. But, is it worth it? Even when it is meant to be charity, is it worth it at all?
The treasurers will tell me that its not. Dream-ers will tell me to go ahead. But, is it worthy? For the time, and effort, to in return receive meagre amounts of money. I know people will tell me that, "Its the satisfaction!" But hey fuck you, try spending all your time on it.
Unfortunately I belong to the Dream-ers. I want to do this, to make it real. To make it big scale, and impressive enough for the whole of SP to see, and to the whole of Singapore and the world, that nothing can stop young teens to fufiling their dream. But oh well you'll tell me, is it worth it at all.
I'm tired. I give up. Screw all this and go to bed, bitch. And oh yes, I almost forgot the outing tmr with the CMCC girls. And I thought I will be heading down to school to ask Johnny for a KMob for thursday training. Pffft. Email? Somehow it seems rude though. Sigh.
Anyway I like my ironic title.
and please tell me that i matter to you.