i am stubborn
yesterday i spent my lunch break alone to write in my journal since i haven't been writing much. after about an hour of writing what has been on my mind, it came down to one thing that i realized: i don't want to listen and i don't want to learn. this is very surprising to me because i always thought that i'm a good and willing listener and i loved learning new things.. when really, i'm just the opposite, to be very frank. interesting. i like lying to myself.