let me giggle really loud so he will notice me

Mar 10, 2010 09:29

i dreamt about him last night.
i was looking on facebook. saw some pictures of him at a beach. thought i'd check the beach out.
so i went to the beach. wide brimmed hat. pigtails. cut offs and a tank top. it's funny -- i always dream about bamboo bridges that go out into the water. and then i fall into the water because the bridge if flimsy or something.

anywho, i look around, and he's there. so i go out of my way to make a commotion. a cute commotion, hahaha, so he will notice me. so after i fall into the water from the flimsy bridge, i giggle profusely (i'm acting) and run to shore. i check to see if he notices. he notices. the rest of the dream is of me trying to get him to follow me. and he does! i go into the girls bathroom cuz he wouldn't go in there. but there's a window next to where i'm standing and he looks in and finds me. i give myself up and tell him to wait for me outside. he wore a teal shirt. he never wears teal.

then all of a sudden, i'm in this gross river filled with green goopy sewage. there are "beached" sharks all over. one shark is dead and a lot of frogs are just on it.. doing what, i dunno. maybe eating it. the people i am with don't seem to be bothered by the sewage. i'm dry heaving every second. the sewage seeps into my shoe. sooo gross. i try to suggest to get out of there, but more people come to join us. looks like we'll be there for a while. but i want to see him. he might have left by now! what am i doing in this sewage?!

ok.. how i wrote this probably does not make sense. but that is because i just woke up 20 minutes ago and i am rushing to get ready for work. i just don't know what to wear. i hate that.

i recorded a song last night. i posted it on fb.
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