Still feelin' it...
Sunday morning I didnt go to meeting cause I was suuuuuuuper sick. For some reason its always worse early in the morning and late at night. Then later on that day, I drove to work, only to find out that there was no one tanning, so my shift wasn't needed. Nice of them to tell me. WHEN I WAS THERE ALREADY!! Grrr..went to see Preston. Put me in a bad mood, usually does. Anyhow...I went back home then drove to Alicias and went with a group to TH and ate, watched X-Men 3, went to Starbucks, then came home. Monica stayed with the girls that night, cause I wanted my own bed, and I am sick. ha ha.
Today I called in to work and told them I was sick. Since they could barely understand what I was saying, they let me off. lol. Monicas stayin another night at the girls house, so I am going over there to eat, watch some movies, and die basically. Cause thats how I feel...but for some reason they think I will feel better if I go..maybe I will, maybe I wont.
I had a nice long chat last night with Mr. YOU KNOW WHO. Like a 3 hour chat. lol. I got everything off my chest, as did he. It was nice...it was nice to be able to have idle chit chat again, and be able to whole-heartedly LAUGH, and be HAPPY. He asked me some questions, and my answers scared me.....
Do you ever just feel like you dont know what you want in life anymore????....
Until Later...
Today I called in to work and told them I was sick. Since they could barely understand what I was saying, they let me off. lol. Monicas stayin another night at the girls house, so I am going over there to eat, watch some movies, and die basically. Cause thats how I feel...but for some reason they think I will feel better if I go..maybe I will, maybe I wont.
I had a nice long chat last night with Mr. YOU KNOW WHO. Like a 3 hour chat. lol. I got everything off my chest, as did he. It was nice...it was nice to be able to have idle chit chat again, and be able to whole-heartedly LAUGH, and be HAPPY. He asked me some questions, and my answers scared me.....
Do you ever just feel like you dont know what you want in life anymore????....
Until Later...