Jan 01, 2005 21:35
wow, its a new year to dream and live. i cant belive that i will start school at THS in just two days on janurary 3rd. OMG!!! it is so nerve racking what if i get a very bad welcome and no one wants to hang out with me and i dont have any friends up here and what am i going to do at lunch the first day and what will all of the other orchestra people think of my return. i have promised my self not to boast and brag about going to carnigie hall in june and performing but who wouldnt its like a huge honor!!!!!! any way what if i dont have a schedule and the only class i can go to is orchestra where would i go after that if i do have a schedule will i need a 35mm camera w/lens and will i have enough money to pay for class fees ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!(screaming at the top of my lungs) wow i am worrying my self to peices and i must leave before i burst so bye